I wanna kiss you till our lips are numb
Breaths ragged against foreheads
In the desperate hope that my anguish,
Will numb itself for a few blissful seconds.
I could fiddle with your messy locks of hair
And brush my cheek against your stubble
Losing myself in the depths of your orbs
Just for a moment, that is all I need;
To patch up the gaping hole in my heart
With flimsy band aids for aching pains.
You were never meant to be mine
Nor did I want for you anyways
It was your passion that drew me in
Like the tide draws in sand at a beach
Yet, what could my heart do with one
It could never love, but still wanted to keep.